A culmination of everything negative at its finest. This quarter, this month, these past few weeks, today: all plagued with evil, rotten, bad luck. In no way would I feel I am exaggerating if I were to say that I have never felt this bad before. I used “bad” because it is such a general term. It embodies everything that can and has gone wrong. Health, academics, life- it’s seems to be going downhill. And at this point, I have not the slightest clue as to what I want, besides wanting to start over. Do I want to go back? Do I feel like staying? Do I want to continue what I am doing? I don’t know the answers. I feel like no one I talk to completely understands or truely cares about this problem of mine. And who can blame them? It seems a bit petty and I probably sound like a whining little bitch (quit agreeing), but all this is setting my mind afire. I’m a little lost, a little mad, a little sad, a little sarcastic.
